Going forwards or backwards || Theo

[evelyn ann delmar]

You say, you say that we're all tied up,
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind,
But at the same time we're still young,
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Evelyn yawned, running a hand through her hair as she drove towards Starbucks. She was bored as hell... Was there anything to do at this moment in time? No, it was doubtful. Not until she arrived to Starbucks that is.

She was excited, and why? Her beloved Theo. Yes, Theo. He was just a super, so hot guy. And, on top of that, funny and nice. Since the incident which had happend before, Evie had found it hard to find someone to even consider liking or loving again. But, with Theo, Evelyn was able to actually feel like she loved someone... Hence why she was starting to consider moving things up, something to talk about.

A white tee shirt with the band name 'AIDEN' written on it with a few other abstract designs on it. Her legs and waist were coverd in a black, belted skirt, her feet wearing a pair of black flats with white polka dots. Really, she felt rather beautiful in her outfit. She always felt that way though when she could see Theo, be near him, or thought of him.

Pulling up to the Starbucks, she got out, looking at herself, pulling her hair back, then out again, smiling before going into the Starbuck, sitting in a chair, waiting for her boyfriend to arrive.

[theo jasso]

T H E O!

Of course Fee was having a blast. He was dancing to one of the best songs ever written, ok that’s a lie, it was a good addictive song. That’s why it was good. It was heroin, ok so not that addictive but still, Theo, Maddie and a few of her friends were all hanging out and dancing to the all addictive Soulja Boy. Yeah, that’s a hard core gangster for you right there. But of course, Fee knew very little of the dance and doing it on the table was maybe not the best of his ideas around. He fell off a few times sure, but he was getting a kick out of it. Now the five people in the house were all doing the dance. He would often fall down and laugh, then get up and try to dance once more, but it always failed. Maddie’s friends knew the dance better than him. There was no way in hell he could be a gangster, well he could, he had the right stuff, just…well maybe not. Besides the clique and label thing bothered Theo, it was stupid.

“Oh my god! Change it!” the song that was playing was no longer a hard-core gangster if you will, now it was Aqua, and their Barbie Girl. He glared at Maddie and her friend that was the closest to him, he was horrible with names, why the hell was Aqua on his CD? A house full of girls and only one boy, who hated Aqua and also found out that it was not his CD was not a very good mix at all. He slinked off to his own room like a four year old, and sat in there for a while. He should probably get dressed. It was already getting late and he was still screwing around…his phone vibrated, he was surprised cause with all the music and screams from the other girls, you would imagine it to be a bit hard to hear right? Nope, Fee was to in tune with the fucker to know any better. His room was a complete disaster so, it took a few seconds before he bolted across the stuff on the floor and got to his phone. He was a bite late so he did not get to it... It upset him, but he could care less. He sat down on his bed and flipped open his phone, the date... it reminded him of something, but, Oh my god, He was supposed to meet Evvie! He got up and began to look for the clothes he was going to wear today. He giggled at the thought that he almost forgot, then got off his bed to get normal clothes on. He was not going to go out dressed as he was now. He pulled of the shirt he had on, it was a white under tee, and replaced that with a regular black t-shirt. Now, pants…Fee made his way past the girls, doing his best to ignore them. He was still angry, er well not really. He just wanted to make them feel bad, though it was not working, he liked to think it was. The pants he wanted was washed, thank god. Grabbing them he returned back to his room, noticing the music was a bit quieter he did not shut his door, they were up to something. That was sure. He closed his door and took off the pair of dark blue shorts he had on, and slipped on a pair of black skinny jeans and looped in a white belt. He was being fancy now.

It was oddly quiet when he was working on his hair, like it needed anymore since he fixed it this morning, but hell. It was Theo. He added a bit of hairspray here and there, and fluffed up and moved what needed to be fluffed or moved. He looked at himself over in the mirror, he looked good to go, he just needed shoes. Then he could go. Searching though the house, he found his black canvas vans stuck into the closet by the door. How they got there? Who knew… he slipped them on and grabbed the keys, he called out into the house that he was going to be gone and had no clue about when he was going to be back. His wallet was already in the car so all he had to do was get to Starbucks now. He started the black Honda and started his way downtown. Along the way he got a message from Maddie asking where he was, he ignored the message and kept driving. Fee was beginning to get in one of his hyperbouncingoffthewalls-moods. And that mixed well with coffee. He pulled into the open parking spot and popped open his door. He locked the car and proceed inside, he saw her sitting down, and he slipped into the chair across from her, "Whee! Evvie muh babe." She was adorable like usual.

[evelyn ann delmar]

Evelyn sighed, looking to her phone now and again. He was late, again... It happend a lot sometimes, and she was even wondering what he was up to... It botherd her so damn badly. Knowing Theo since her freshman year, he would have usually left her for another girl by now. It was weird that he didn't...

Bitting her bottom lip, she was even considering leaving again. Only once was he actually really late though, and god did she want to kill him then and there. It was like sometimes he forgot she existed. But, hey, Evelyn was just catious about whom she dated and hung out with, ever since the whole rape incident.

Yeah, Evelyn was wrapped her freshman year of highschool. Not at the one she's attending now, but another one. Everyone knew her parents died, hell there was always the old television documentries of their little adventures on Discovery channel. Just a big whoopie when she saw them, eh? Well, more like a pure and utter hell. The last thing she needed to see her parents on the television and get all the sympathy she never really wanted. But, no one knew about the baby that could have been.

It all happend freshman year when she got a senior boyfriend. He was king of the school, nice and hot. But, the whole relationship was a lie for him and his friends to have fun. Just after a week of dating, both Evelyn and her boyfriend went to a party, partying and taking her first sip of alchol. She wanted to gag at first, but more than anything did she want to be accepted. Him and his friends took Evelyn upstairs, basically forcing her. They pinned her to a bed, taking turns to rape her. A joyful way for someone to lose their cherry, eh? She was then impregneated, and six months later she was in a car wreck. She lost a few brain cells and her unborn child... Since, she's never trusted a guy, ever in her life.

But, for some reason, she's trusting Theo so much... He doesn't even know about her dead, unborn baby though. No one does. Well, one or two but Theo sure as hell didn't know. She just didn't know how he'd take it... Plus, she was worried of what he'd even think of them now.

When he arrived, she smiled, hearing him speak. "Hey my Theo," she said as she stood, walking to him. "I thought you forgot about me," she said with a tiny laugh, looking to him. She was always so shy and a goof around Theo... Nervous most likely, but she always acted a little awkward at first. But, just one or two looks at his hair and eyes and she'd be set. "What have you been up to?"