Post by Audrey Monroe on Apr 6, 2008 15:54:31 GMT -5
behind.the_MASK
{about you}[/font]
name:
Kaitlin
age:
16
experience:
2 and a half
other characters here:
None
the.masquerade_BALL
audrey darcy monroe
{character basics}[/font]
nickname(s):
aud
age:
eighteen
birthday:
october twenty-first
grade:
senior
gender:
female
sexual orientation:
straight
clique:
rebels
{appearance}
portrayed by:
audrey kitching
height:
5'6"
eye color:
brown
hair color:
bubblegum pink
overall:
Audrey is rather thin for her age. She doesn't even weigh that much either. Like one fifteen or something. She's so little. She's very petite and looks extremely breakable but this girl can hold her own. After all she has to be able too. She has a pretty small frame. She's only about five foot six inches. Give or take a few inches here and there. She's about average size for a teen in high school.
Probably the most interesting thing about her appearance is her hair. Audrey has bubblegum pink hair. It just stands out like woah. She loves her hair. She's also got some black in there and yellow tips, though it's a blondish color, not so much yellow. And definately a bit of aquamarine. The just tends to do a lot of different things to her hair, she likes trying differnt combos of colors and what not. Even when she was littler she always liked to have different hair colors.
She doesn't have any weird piercings. She only has her ears and her bellybutton, oh and she's also got a nose ring. She doesn't have eyebrow piercings or lip rings. Just her ears, nose, and bellybutton. She doesn't have any tattoos. She has a clear complexion. Sometimes it looks like she wears too much makeup and they think it's just cause she thinks it's cool. But it's cause she's hiding something. They don't know and she doesn't care what they think.
{personality}
general:
Audrey is a pretty nice girl. Or at least that's what she wants you to believe. She totally plastic. Meaning what you see isn't want you get. She pretends to be happy and smile and laugh and be perfect but she's not. She has problems she just thinks you shouldn't have to worry about them. She's got issues and well it's not your problem it's hers. So she makes sure to always be happy and never let anything slip therefore you don't have to worry about her.
She's extremely caring. She wants to be sure that you're ok, if you have a problem and it's obvious she wants to help you as best she can. She's just that kinda girl. She'd rather hide her own problems and help you with yours than lay hers on your shoulders. She's also very sweet. She's just about the nicest girl you could ever meet. She's only got you in her heart and what's best for you in her opinion, though she'd never voice it.
She's a nice girl and all but mess with her friends and then you get on the wrong side of her. She loves her friends they mean everything to her and if you hurt them at all then you can only expect to get the same treatment from her. Mess with her friends and you're messing with her. It's plain and simple. Hurt them you get hurt. So probably best to keep your hands to yourself and just stay away from them if you know whats good for you. She may seem little and completely harmless but she's plastic remember. Totally fake. Looks are deceiving and you're never supposed to judge a book by it's cover. You could wind up regretting it later.
Her friends see her as quite and shy and totally happy. She's always smiling and laughing. They just don't really know. It's fine though, it's how she wants it to be. They always say she's crazy and hyper and bouncing off the walls. What better way to cover up problems than to make it seem like your totally happy. She's pretty innocent or so they say. She loves to party and dance and do all that stuff, some see that side of her others don't. It's just how things flow.
She likes to read and write. It's lame and all but you can't really blame her. She's a good student. She focuses on her work and tries to do her best. It's all part of the little thing. She wants to keep out of trouble and so she tries so hard to be a model student. Professors see her as hardworking and dedicated but if she had the choice she'd be totally laid back.
She likes running she loves it, it's like her hobby, she runs to blow off steam. Much better than actually punching a wall or biting someone's head off. It's not like she would have meant it but it happens when you have pent up anger. Plus running was just good for you. She loved the rush it gave you. She also loves taking pictures. Pictures in her book were the best thing ever. She was totally addicted to taking pictures. It was just great.
Ok so she totally hated hot days. They sucked. Probably only good thing about them was the fact that you had reason to go swimming other than that they sucked. She hated sunrises, they really bugged her for some reason. She absolutely hated when someone judged her. They had no right. She didn't judge you so why should she get judged. So unfair.
likes:
CAMERAS
RAIN
COLD DAYS
HIDING HER PROBLEMS
DRINKING
PARTYING
DANCING
RUNNING
SLEEPING
DAY DREAMING
SUNSETS
THE SKY AT NIGHT
WRITING
MUSIC
MAKING PEOPLE HAPPY
THE STARS
PROCRASTINATING
BEING A COMPULSIVE LIAR
dislikes:
SNOW
HOT DAYS
SUNRISES
SMOKING
THE DAY TIME SKY
MAKING HER PROBLEMS EVERYONE ELSES
BEING SLEEP DEPRIVED
BEING SERIOUS ALL THE TIME
ARGUING
FIGHTING
DOING THINGS ON TIME
TELLING THE TRUTH
strengths:
LYING
WRITING
PROCRASTINATING
TAKING PICTURES
RUNNING
weaknesses:
FEELING GUILTY
HIDING HER PROBLEMS
HER PAST
{history}
birthplace:
Some small town
family members:
Died at the early age of thirty two. Leaving behind a loving wife, caring son, and sweet daughter. Died because of massive tumor in his brain. Went to have it surgically removed and died on the operating table. Joseph was Audrey's hero, she looked up to him and loved him dearly she was really and truely 'Daddy's Little Princess'. He was her inspiration to do photography and put herself out there. She may have only been three but her dad always had a camera and was always taking pictures. She liked the flash and so even after he passed she had his scrap books of the things he'd taken pictures of and since then she's always had a camera and a roll of film!
Jessica Marie
Jessica often referred to as Jess is thirty four now. She is a stay at home 'mom' who 'cares' deeply about her two children. She does nothing all day but sit around and drink. She's a very big alcoholic. She was of course hurt and devistated when her husband Joseph died. But she found comfort in one of her old time 'friends' a Mister Anthony Draven Johnson. Two years after her husbands death she remarried to this man and is now what you would call 'perfectly happy'.
Anthony Draven Johnson -- Step Father
Anthony is one of the richest guys in town. Well everyone's rich but he's pretty d**n rich himself. He knew the widow Jessica and was her 'friend' for many years. After her husband passed he sought to win her over and that is exactly what he did. He won her over and took her hand in marriage. He works as a lawyer for some big time firm and all that jazz.
Michael Ray Monroe -- Brother
Michael is Audrey's older brother, he's eighteen years old and graduated high school. He absolutely loathes Anthony. Michael is one of those over protective older brothers. He loves his little sister to death and no one trash talks her when he's around. Unless they want their skulls bashed in that is. Sure he hears gossip about her but he still defends her, even if it is true.
history:
Audrey Darcy Monroe was born on October 21, at exactly three seventeen in the morning. She was born to Joseph Michael and Jessica Marie Monroe. Audrey was the second child born to the couple and the last. Michael Ray Monroe is Audrey's older brother, and he tends to play the part of the older protective brother. Though on occasion it may seem like he doesn't care he really does, deep down. Audrey and her family moved from their small town home when she was only three years old. Not very old to remember all the little stuff. Like all the arguing and fighting. Or even the accident.
They moved to Los Angeles, hoping to make a fresh start, and also too Anthony. After two years her mother remarried, and Audrey didn't exactly know that her daddy was never coming back again. So this man who now lived with them scared her quite a bit. Especaily with all the arguing and screaming. One day she walked into her mothers room to ask her mom something and she lay witness to her mothers merciless beating. When Audrey screamed he turned his abuse on her. From that day on if she didn't do anything right. If she didn't get top marks or say thank you or yes sir or something to that extent her body would be hit and beaten and bruised without hesitation.
On most nights Michael would try to fight off the drunken abusive fool, only to be hit and beaten as well. After he graduated he left, promising to come get Audrey soon. So it's been a few months, well almost a year and all but she's still waiting. And just about every night she finds herself under the whim of her step fathers hand. So much for a perfect life.
{extras}
roleplay sample:
I did this one March 18th && yes the charrie is mine.
{ I'll stay by your side
Just give me some time
I promise I can make it better
I can make this work }
She saw the happiness in his eyes and well she felt so thrilled. Just to see him smile made a small one break out across her lips. She felt his happiness. She smiled at him, pure joy coated in it. "Bri I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do with all these feelings for you." she heard him say and she giggled. He was so cute in her opinion. "Well you don't have to do anything with those feelings. Just be here with me and hug me, and care about me and you've pretty much got it down." she said her eyes shining lightly. She really did care about Alexandre, more than she had first realized, more than she had thought, more than she had imagined, and the fact that she had realized it now, well she couldn't help but feel so happy that he returned those feelings for her. "I feel the same way about you that you do for me... But your much better and like showing it. Why?" again he spoke and she listened carefully. Why was she better at showing her feelings? "I...well I've had practice. Loving people, or at least thinking that I loved someone, but this feeling is so different. It's not the same and that's good. Because I really do love you." she spoke softly her voice happy and her eyes bright.
Alex was so cute! =]
BRI bby had never before felt this happy in her life. And knowing that he'd never leave her, knowing he'd stay with her, well that was just uplifting. She felt light, like she could fly. She'd take him with her, of course, she couldn't bring herself to leave him ever. She felt to deeply for him. "If you do ever have to leave.. Like to go home.. For a break or for good" never. "You gotta at least gotta give me a warning before you tell me. Either that or say I can come with." she laughed, her heart expanding, filling her chest. "If I ever had to leave I would leave with you, I don't think I could ever leave you." she said. Which was true. "And besides why would I want to be somewhere you're not? That's just crazy talk." she giggled. Briana saw him wink at her and she smiled, winking back. He was just...wow.
"Thats good to know sweetie, because I tend to mess up a lot" she looked up at him, hearing his sarcastic tone, and seeing him stick his tounge out at her. "Well then I guess it's good that I'm pretty forgiving." she smiled. Feeling him hug her just as tight she didn't really want to move at the moment. Everything here at this moment just felt so right to her. She looked around and it really was gorgeous tonight. She had been so lost that she had completely ignored the night and her surrounding, but now she found that it was beautiful. She grinned. Maybe she'd make him take a walk with her, maybe, but at the moment she really didn't want to get up.
Not only was her heart going about a 100 miles an hour, but the butterflies in her stomach had decided to play bumper cars. She could feel them bouncing around inside of her at a rate that was just well, wow! She felt so happy. She didn't have to worry about these feelings anymore, or the fact that they might not be returned. Alexandre loved her and she loved him too. So much, more than he probably thought. But only time would tell, only time could show him. "Would I be a total loser if I told you that your the first person I've ever said that to?" she giggled. So she was his first love. Well she liked that idea. "No you would not be a loser, that would just mean I'm special." she said winking at him.
She watched his reaction to her words. Damn it she had did it again, she had hurt him. She watched his head dropped and well she couldn't blame him. But then his head seemed to fly up and he looked, well confused, well to her at least. Yes she was being serious, she chose Alex. Of all the people she could have picked she had picked Alex. Her feelings for him were much stronger, much more pronounced, than the other ones. She didn't want anyone else. She didn't need them like she needed Alex. He was her air, her oxygen, and without him in her life she would just die.
She waited patiently for him to say something, anything. And then he didn't, he moved. His arms had let her go, and he had scooted away from her. The wind no longer seemed friendly, she felt cold, too cold. Her eyes were blank, and the smile that had been placed upon her lips disappeared. She didn't understand. She prayed, and prayed hard that he wasn't giving her up. She could be better, she could do better. She just needed him to see that. She wouldn't hurt him, she wouldn't break his heart, she needed him, no she wanted him. Him and no one else. Her heart was already his, no one could compete now. She just wanted him to know that. Sure she could have picked someone else, but she didn't want them, she didn't want to be theirs. She wanted to be Alex's and no one elses. She wanted him and that was it.
"Briana... You could have any guy you wanted." she heard Alex saying. "What if I end up not being what you need? Or what you want?" still he continued. She wouldn't speak yet. She'd let him finish first. "Your decision now you could think is a good one... But what if you change your mind randomly?" he was pacing now. Back and forth and she followed him with her eyes, unmoving. "What if I hurt you? I cant hurt you again..." it seemed like he was done ranting now and she took a deep breath, standing up she dusted herself off before rounding on him. She stood inches from him, her face smooth and her voice soft. "So what if I could have any guy, so what Alex. I don't want them. I want you. Only you! No one else." she needed him to understand that. To get it. "Alex you are what I want and what I need, just as you are, you don't have to be anything more." it was true. Who he was now was exactly the person she wanted. "I would never change my mind. I couldn't just drop you like that, I am not regretting this. Never." she said softly, her voice remainly the same, never getting louder or softer. "If you hurt me again then well I'll deal with it, I'll get over it. I love you Alex and I want you to understand that. I won't hurt you and I won't leave you." her eyes shined.
"I love you a lot. And I want more then anything to be with you... But I don't want to hurt you." she sighed. "Stop it! Stop it, stop it, stop it! she said, shaking her head. "Don't think like that, I believe you'll never hurt me, now just have to believe it too." she said. Her hands grabbing hold of his shoulders. "Of course I choose you, I wouldnt want no one else." he was talking again. "And I don't want to see you with another guy... But.." ok she had enough. "But nothing. I love you, I pick you, I don't want anyone else." Briana said her eyes blazing now. She pulled him too her and kissed him, as if pouring out how much she wanted him into the kiss.
{ It's just you and me now
No one else counts
Think I'll stop breathing
If you ever set me free }
Just give me some time
I promise I can make it better
I can make this work }
She saw the happiness in his eyes and well she felt so thrilled. Just to see him smile made a small one break out across her lips. She felt his happiness. She smiled at him, pure joy coated in it. "Bri I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do with all these feelings for you." she heard him say and she giggled. He was so cute in her opinion. "Well you don't have to do anything with those feelings. Just be here with me and hug me, and care about me and you've pretty much got it down." she said her eyes shining lightly. She really did care about Alexandre, more than she had first realized, more than she had thought, more than she had imagined, and the fact that she had realized it now, well she couldn't help but feel so happy that he returned those feelings for her. "I feel the same way about you that you do for me... But your much better and like showing it. Why?" again he spoke and she listened carefully. Why was she better at showing her feelings? "I...well I've had practice. Loving people, or at least thinking that I loved someone, but this feeling is so different. It's not the same and that's good. Because I really do love you." she spoke softly her voice happy and her eyes bright.
Alex was so cute! =]
BRI bby had never before felt this happy in her life. And knowing that he'd never leave her, knowing he'd stay with her, well that was just uplifting. She felt light, like she could fly. She'd take him with her, of course, she couldn't bring herself to leave him ever. She felt to deeply for him. "If you do ever have to leave.. Like to go home.. For a break or for good" never. "You gotta at least gotta give me a warning before you tell me. Either that or say I can come with." she laughed, her heart expanding, filling her chest. "If I ever had to leave I would leave with you, I don't think I could ever leave you." she said. Which was true. "And besides why would I want to be somewhere you're not? That's just crazy talk." she giggled. Briana saw him wink at her and she smiled, winking back. He was just...wow.
"Thats good to know sweetie, because I tend to mess up a lot" she looked up at him, hearing his sarcastic tone, and seeing him stick his tounge out at her. "Well then I guess it's good that I'm pretty forgiving." she smiled. Feeling him hug her just as tight she didn't really want to move at the moment. Everything here at this moment just felt so right to her. She looked around and it really was gorgeous tonight. She had been so lost that she had completely ignored the night and her surrounding, but now she found that it was beautiful. She grinned. Maybe she'd make him take a walk with her, maybe, but at the moment she really didn't want to get up.
Not only was her heart going about a 100 miles an hour, but the butterflies in her stomach had decided to play bumper cars. She could feel them bouncing around inside of her at a rate that was just well, wow! She felt so happy. She didn't have to worry about these feelings anymore, or the fact that they might not be returned. Alexandre loved her and she loved him too. So much, more than he probably thought. But only time would tell, only time could show him. "Would I be a total loser if I told you that your the first person I've ever said that to?" she giggled. So she was his first love. Well she liked that idea. "No you would not be a loser, that would just mean I'm special." she said winking at him.
She watched his reaction to her words. Damn it she had did it again, she had hurt him. She watched his head dropped and well she couldn't blame him. But then his head seemed to fly up and he looked, well confused, well to her at least. Yes she was being serious, she chose Alex. Of all the people she could have picked she had picked Alex. Her feelings for him were much stronger, much more pronounced, than the other ones. She didn't want anyone else. She didn't need them like she needed Alex. He was her air, her oxygen, and without him in her life she would just die.
She waited patiently for him to say something, anything. And then he didn't, he moved. His arms had let her go, and he had scooted away from her. The wind no longer seemed friendly, she felt cold, too cold. Her eyes were blank, and the smile that had been placed upon her lips disappeared. She didn't understand. She prayed, and prayed hard that he wasn't giving her up. She could be better, she could do better. She just needed him to see that. She wouldn't hurt him, she wouldn't break his heart, she needed him, no she wanted him. Him and no one else. Her heart was already his, no one could compete now. She just wanted him to know that. Sure she could have picked someone else, but she didn't want them, she didn't want to be theirs. She wanted to be Alex's and no one elses. She wanted him and that was it.
"Briana... You could have any guy you wanted." she heard Alex saying. "What if I end up not being what you need? Or what you want?" still he continued. She wouldn't speak yet. She'd let him finish first. "Your decision now you could think is a good one... But what if you change your mind randomly?" he was pacing now. Back and forth and she followed him with her eyes, unmoving. "What if I hurt you? I cant hurt you again..." it seemed like he was done ranting now and she took a deep breath, standing up she dusted herself off before rounding on him. She stood inches from him, her face smooth and her voice soft. "So what if I could have any guy, so what Alex. I don't want them. I want you. Only you! No one else." she needed him to understand that. To get it. "Alex you are what I want and what I need, just as you are, you don't have to be anything more." it was true. Who he was now was exactly the person she wanted. "I would never change my mind. I couldn't just drop you like that, I am not regretting this. Never." she said softly, her voice remainly the same, never getting louder or softer. "If you hurt me again then well I'll deal with it, I'll get over it. I love you Alex and I want you to understand that. I won't hurt you and I won't leave you." her eyes shined.
"I love you a lot. And I want more then anything to be with you... But I don't want to hurt you." she sighed. "Stop it! Stop it, stop it, stop it! she said, shaking her head. "Don't think like that, I believe you'll never hurt me, now just have to believe it too." she said. Her hands grabbing hold of his shoulders. "Of course I choose you, I wouldnt want no one else." he was talking again. "And I don't want to see you with another guy... But.." ok she had enough. "But nothing. I love you, I pick you, I don't want anyone else." Briana said her eyes blazing now. She pulled him too her and kissed him, as if pouring out how much she wanted him into the kiss.
{ It's just you and me now
No one else counts
Think I'll stop breathing
If you ever set me free }
&& I did this one April 5th && she's mine too
Ok so perhaps Aris wasn't holding back her emotions as well as she thought she had been. However, she clung to Emmeline for a few more minutes before they seemingly pulled away from each other at the same time. A small smile touched her lips. The smile slowly receded until she was staring blankly at the the skepticism on Emme's face. She managed to clear her face of all emotion, and held her composure. She'd forgotten how Emme seemed to be able to read her sometimes. Aris and Emmeline hadn‘t been friends for like ever, but the two certainly had become close. Emme was Aris‘ best friend now. She loved the girl to pieces and it seemed the Emmeline had an ability to see when something was wrong with her. Not that she really hated it, sometimes she did just want to talk and chill and Emme was there for that. But this was not one of those times when her little uncanny ability was of support to her. She wasn‘t even sure if she wanted Emme to know. Though she was sure she could tell Emmeline anything the girl would be pissed. She debated silently, making sure to keep her face as straight as possible unwilling to give any sign that something was indeed not well. She watched as Emmeline ran her hand through her hair and then placed her arm back at her side. Aris watched as the look upon her face changed from skepticism to one that held a frown. She had even seen her brows moving, only proving to Aris that the girl did not believe her at all. Well damn. Aris took a deep breath but didn‘t move her gaze from her best friend. Emme had shrugged, and then she had spoken. ”Still having trouble sleeping sweetie?” Aris asked, though the answer was obvious. A smile of her own gently touched her lips as she saw a small one reflecting on Emme‘s. However just as quick it was gone. ”I fell out of a tree Emme.” Aris muttered, repeating the same thing she‘d told the nurse. Aris knew then that she‘d made the choice not to tell Emme and she regretted it. Well perhaps it wasn‘t too late. Maybe later, when they weren‘t in the hospital wing, maybe then she‘d tell her. But until then she‘d just not say anything. After all it really had been her own fault. She‘d deserved what had happened. Ok well some might disagree but she thought she deserved it. But then she sighed, Emme was her best friend, how could she have just lied to her. She felt horrible. Just horrible. Ick. She was disgusted with herself. Ok so perhaps she‘d just go ahead and tell her now. Emme didn‘t deserve to be lied too. She cared about Aris, that‘s the only reason she wanted to know. After all if Emme turned up with a broken arm Aris would want to know how it happened, and who did it. She‘d definitely kick that person‘s ass. After all no one goes around hurting her friends. Not unless they want to be hurt in return.
Aris looked down now, unable to look at Emme. She knew something was bound to show up sooner or later if she wasn‘t careful. She bit down on her bottom lip and tried her best to just keep calm. She didn‘t really need to tell anyone but she had to tell someone. Emmeline seemed like the best suited person. After all Aris loved the girl to pieces. She took a deep breath and looked up. This time not even trying to hide her emotions. Her face was no longer smooth and unreadable. A trace of fear could be seen in her eyes and she looked upset. More so than before. And the pain could be seen clearly. Thought that wasn‘t much of a surprise. Her arm was broken after all. She looked around the room. The nurse had yet to show up and seeing as the nurse tended to disappear for hours on end only made Aris willing to talk. No one else would overhear her. No one else would have to know. Just Emme. That‘s all. She could deal with that. But honestly, how would Emmeline react. She‘d probably be pissed. Aris almost laughed then. She could see Emme in her mind‘s eye. Looking all pissed and ready to kill. She sighed. She walked now, towards an empty bed. She sat down, hearing the springs squeak as her weight was added. She stared down at her lap, biting her lip to fight off the sudden wave of pain she felt from moving. She could deal with it for now. But she‘d really like to be able to move her arm soon. But she had to tell Emmeline now. ”Emme. Can you come sit with me?” Aris asked. Her eyes moving up to the expectant eyes of her best friend. ”You want to know what happened, so I‘ll tell you.” she murmured. She waited silently and patiently. Her hair falling into her eyes as she bent her head down to stare at the floor.
{ ick! tis crap, I apologize! }
Aris looked down now, unable to look at Emme. She knew something was bound to show up sooner or later if she wasn‘t careful. She bit down on her bottom lip and tried her best to just keep calm. She didn‘t really need to tell anyone but she had to tell someone. Emmeline seemed like the best suited person. After all Aris loved the girl to pieces. She took a deep breath and looked up. This time not even trying to hide her emotions. Her face was no longer smooth and unreadable. A trace of fear could be seen in her eyes and she looked upset. More so than before. And the pain could be seen clearly. Thought that wasn‘t much of a surprise. Her arm was broken after all. She looked around the room. The nurse had yet to show up and seeing as the nurse tended to disappear for hours on end only made Aris willing to talk. No one else would overhear her. No one else would have to know. Just Emme. That‘s all. She could deal with that. But honestly, how would Emmeline react. She‘d probably be pissed. Aris almost laughed then. She could see Emme in her mind‘s eye. Looking all pissed and ready to kill. She sighed. She walked now, towards an empty bed. She sat down, hearing the springs squeak as her weight was added. She stared down at her lap, biting her lip to fight off the sudden wave of pain she felt from moving. She could deal with it for now. But she‘d really like to be able to move her arm soon. But she had to tell Emmeline now. ”Emme. Can you come sit with me?” Aris asked. Her eyes moving up to the expectant eyes of her best friend. ”You want to know what happened, so I‘ll tell you.” she murmured. She waited silently and patiently. Her hair falling into her eyes as she bent her head down to stare at the floor.
{ ick! tis crap, I apologize! }
previous RP roles:
None!
anything else?:
Nope
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